Hello Belly

So Friday I decided to stay another night @ my mommie's house just becuase I didn't wanna make the drive and didn't get in until late Thursday. Well I call my bf and tell him that he can always come see me if he wants, his words were "i would babe but I'm already on my way to Jacksonville". (He was going shopping for my Christmas present). I was sad but okay. So I called back and heard this lady in the drive through asking him about the dogs. I freaked... his excuse to not come see me was becuase he was on his way to Jacksonville. WELL WHAT THE CRAP! How can he have the dogs if he was on his way to Jacksonville. He said oh I decided to take the dogs. BUT U WERE ALREADY ON THE WAY! Man was i heated. I could've figured it all out if I wasn't so mad. SO about 10:30 there's a knock @ the door, guess who! YES it was Matt! I was surprised, and appologized for everything I had said about him, then asked where my doggies were (I really miss them sometiems) so he said "wait a minute I came here for a reason". THen he got down on one knee and said "U know I love you... dang girl you got me all nervous... but will you marry me." I said YESS OF COURSE!! I was sooo excited! It was sooo sweet!!! SO YAY! We're officially engaged.







So I'll guess I'll do 2 posts in 1!!

Our First Christmas Together

It was awesome! We decided to open our presents the day before we came down to Lumberton that way we'd be able to do it under our tree (Which is BEAUTIFUL). So he wrapped his presents while I cooked a steak dinner. Then we exchanged gifts! I must say I am proud of him. I got an Edward calender & bookmark, a gift certificate to Barns N Nobel and the most amazing Wii game EVER! I gave him a robe pajama pants, his favorite boxers (2 more pair), and a scrap book I had made for him and he loved it! I must say it was the perfect little evening for the both of us! It'll be one to remember!

Today was my second Drs appt. It was pretty interesting. But first let me say the baby is fine! She checked the heart beat which was 151 bpm. Asked me if everything was okay i asked her a few questions and she sent me on my way. Not so interesting huh?

Well my appt was @ 11:30. I get there and there's a girl in the waiting room... No biggie. I check in blah blah blah, i'm in the waiting room and I hear screaming. Like a woman yelling at someone constantly. I'm like okay???? The ppl at the desk would answer the phone and say we have to take a message we're having some problems. Okay then a cop comes in i'm like WOAHHH... He looks at me and says 'are you okay?' I'm like uh yeah. So he goes to the back  the ANOTHER cop comes in and askes me if there was a cop already in the back, i say yeah, then he said are u okay miss. I said yeah. Then they escort this guy out. I'm like holy crap! I have no idea what happened but I didn't get to see the Dr. until like 12:45. And it was literlally a 5 minute visit.

Jan 5th is my next appointment. They'll test for any illnesses. Then in Feburary I'll find out the sex... FEBURARY!! UGHHH sooo far away. But its okay. I'll be happy either way. But I don't know if i can hold out on baby shopping for two months!!

As for me I'm doing good. I haven't had any weird cravings. Espically not for pickles. I always thought that if I had that craving i'd rather NOT eat. I just can't stand the thought, look, smell, ANYTHING about pickles. I'm so thankful I haven't had that craving yet. I get nautious easy, no vomiting. I haven't felt any movement yet I don't think. I'm tired but can never sleep. But besides that i'm doing pretty good.

So that's pretty much it about the baby, but now an update on our lives.

We're getting married. Sorry you had to find out from a blog but i'm trying not to make a big deal out of it. You may find that weird, but I just wanna be married. I know its technically just a legal document. But still I love Matt and I know I want to be with him for the rest of my life, and I'm ready to be married. After the baby is born we are going to have a receptionish thing to celebrate our marrige with our family and friends. I know it's not the same as a wedding, but its really what I want. We have no idea when where or how its going to happen, we're going to discuss that tonight. So i'll keep you guys updated on that.

Besides the stress of deciding about marrige we're doing pretty good. I've found this website (coastiechicks.net) which is a support group for people who are connected in any way to the Coast Guard. I never new that a few people over the internet could be such a support group. Every time i need answers or opinions or just plain support I post a message and they're there. Its crazy. I'm so happy I found it.

Well guys I think that's enough for this blog! Thanks for being interested!!! Love you all!

Me blogging? Okay. I get it I guess... Scilence. Loss for words.

Secret Life of Women... weird show. I'm watching surburban woman.. one is married to a gay guy, one is a 'vampire'/dominatrix, and one is in an open relationship with her GF living with her husband and children, one is addicted to pills. You really never know what is behind closed doors.

Hum, I guess i'm going to open my doors with this blog.

My thoughts now:
1) I really HATE when Matt is gone. I DO NOT like being alone, it gets old quick. I just wanna cry.
2) Crying... hormones... can't control it lol.
3) Wish I didn't live so far away from my family
4) Love my doggies
5) I'm hungry


Hum.. good thought.. hello food.
Goodbye Blog.